19th July, 2008:
Thoughts
Waking up at four A.M., the 19th of July, 2008, my brain was going soar from all the thoughts pouring inside but I wasn't thinking... Thoughts were just being, or existing if I may, only to be thrown about 5 hours later out. Here.
These thoughts were related to the creation of the universe... Or more specifically, the system of the universe. The universe must have been created at some time... The first atom must have been created some moment infinites ago. But when does these infinites begin? When was that moment? I don't know... But the thoughts were providing theories to be observed. But beware, this is the thoughts speaking rather than me.
Theory I:
Since
scientists and religion men alike can't determine the beginning of the
beginning, the thoughts' theory states that the timeline is actually a
circle, a loop if you will. There's
no beginning and there's no ending... It just goes on and on and on...
A certain science 'prophecy' fiction Movie, K-Pax, ends with a certain Jeff Bridges thinking about what prot told him previously. The universe goes in loops, each and every mistake you make in this life, you will make again in your next ones, therefore you should stop making mistakes in this one, to better the next. Of course, needless to say, this is flawed since this life is based on the previous one which is based on the one before it and so on.
However, thinking about it from another angle, the universe is indeed a circle. Big bang, critical density, big bang, critical density, big bang, critical density, etc... But then, what determined the actions? If the timeline is indeed a circle, then what determined the loop in the first place? This brings me to the thoughts' second theory.
Theory II:
Let's
say the universe started at negative infinity and will end at positive
infinity... This way, the universe must be expressed with a straight line
with arrows at both ends, i.e. it neither starts nor ends. But it must have
started sometime. This theory suggests that this 'sometime' is point zero,
right in the middle of the straight line. Of course, negative infinity
stands for the past while the positive infinity stands for the future... But thinking about it, there are
an infinite number of combinations of actions just by coordinating functions
so simple as a falling leave to a flying feather. Thus, there
must be an infinite number of straight lines originating from point zero,
the origin.
If we look at the beginnings and ends of the straight lines, they all turn out to finish at infinity. Therefore, it's geometrically correct to say that they form a circle. But how is that any different from theory I?
The timeline in theory I was just a line, the circumference of a circle, with each point representing a moment in time. But in theory II, the circle in filled. It's not empty, it's area isn't mere vacuum. It's area is a colourless (or if you wish, colourful!!) pit of lives. You can choose an area of 1/∞ or 1/c (speed of light!) to view a still of a tiny singular moment of time, the condition and position of the universe defined and determined. Since a circle contains an infinite number of straight lines within, it's quite enough... But infinity is quite a low number for these mixtures.
Theory III:
Since everything longs for
stability in this universe of ours, starting from the tiniest quark, to the
universe itself, the less crowded life becomes, the easier it is to breathe. Of
course, infinity is infinity, infinity equals infinity whether in a circle
or something else. But logically, a bigger volumed sphere provides more stability to the
structure than a circle.
This is supported with all the chaotic so called Art in the universe. Who said the straight lines will stick to a single plane? Why won't they deviate from the origin in all directions reaching for the perfection of sphere? A sphere enfolded with a golden surface reflecting everything but the characters? Alien originated maybe? Or just common knowledge? But for today, let's just forget to forget... Because at some time, that sphere is gonna go "bang" giving us the universe. [Gallery]